Tomorrow's way

This is the translation of one my favorite singer's song YUI, Tomorrow's way.

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I want to destroy the moment
I want to cling to the moment
I don’t understand myself

Of course I can’t do it over
Even when I try to hide in an unfamiliar town
I just think about the present going on outside my window

I want to run away from my impulses
But before I can, my excuses get in the way

If I follow my shattered memories
I can even go back to that time
Like a boy one day

If life is a battle
Then we can’t help whether we win or lose
That much I know

My heart is pounding out of control from running towards tomorrow
From the shock that made me want to cry

I want to live a straight life
I just want to live a straight life
Like that boy that day

I don’t want to stumble over someone’s words
I don’t want to be led astray…

Tomorrow, too, will surely sparkle
It doesn’t matter if I can’t go back to my childhood days
I’m scared of tomorrow’s way of my life
But I’m standing in a path I can’t go back down

I was born to live up to
The universe I imagined as a child
I'm a baby, I want to cry
The pain it takes to get it
Is so good

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Shadow

This is a random poetry that I made back then. Perhaps this poetry is quite proper with someone who can't move on from their beloved one.

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Shadow
They’re appear in the shining light
Bring back memories
When we’re together

I want to forget you
When you’re starting to fade
I don’t want to live
In a false hope

Your shadow
Still live within me
Why did you came
When I want to forget you?

Your shadow waving
Ask me to stay
As I turn off the light
The shadow fade

Finding people
Would be easy
On the last word
You ask me to stay

I want to forget you
Leave the sorrow behind
Say hello and say goodbye
Is a cycle of life

Your shadow
Still live within me
Staring at the sky
I’m smiling to our memories

Crescent moon and stars
Emits a warmth light
I’m not alone
I can live without you
And let the shadow to live

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By : Rudi Gunawan

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Hello everyone! My name is Rudi Gunawan from Bandung, West Java. I’m currently studying Japanese Language in State University of Jakarta.

I was born on July 10^th 1991. I have 2 brothers and 1 step sister. My secondary school is chemistry school, SMKN 13 Bandung and that makes me love chemistry and science stuff. I’ve ever won 2^nd place on National Chemistry Olympiad (known as OSTN) in 2009. That was really a great moment that I could participated on that event.

My activities now is studying and teaching. I’m teaching chemistry to senior high school student in a learning institution. Even though my specialty is on chemistry, but I liked Japanese stuff a lot especially their language, culture and places, that’s why I decided to take this program. I hope I can also improve my ability on chemistry through learning Japanese Language, like reading chemistry references from Japan.

Back then, I was dreamed to be a professor, and it still like that until now. I want to be a professor who can make something cool and useful for mankind. Of course I also dreamed to go to Japan, I want to go to Kyoto!

Well I guess that’s a bit about me, and let’s be friend!

Welcome!

Finally I finished my new blog! How grateful. Actually this is not my official blog, this blog is dedicated for my English Language subject at my campus. But well, I thought that this one's design is better. Anyway welcome to my blog!. This blog entitled as My World / Rudi の 世界, means this blog contain some of my part of life.

As I mention before, this blog is dedicated for my English Language subject. I hope I can maximize this blog for any kind of my assignment. Of course I also hope that you as the visitor would be happy to visit my blog, feel free to comment for anything here :)

*PS : Since I haven't really edit all of the stuff, please don't bother with some false link here.